Curhat Colongan

heiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii semuanya jadi random bgt ini. maaf sekali lagi kalo ngenekin tapi sumpah blog aku bukan buat entertain the readers, tapi buat curhat. cur-hat.
kak, kok kakak tiba tiba sombong sih, kalo kakak sombng aku cengeng tau, aku kalo mewek galiat liat tempat tau kak. hahahah kak, aku sayang sama kakak, sejujurnya, bukan sebagai kakak. ya tapi terserahlah apa aja asal dianggep. aku salah apaan sih sama kakak. pertama kenapa aku diginiin, kenapa aku ditinggalin, ditangisin, dingga peduliin, atau gini, aku salah apa sih sama dunia ini sampe aku dikasih hukuman lewat kakak. kenapa aku harus sayang banget sama kakak kalo kakak ngga dibikin buat sayang sama aku aku tau aku yg salah, semua salah aku. taudeh, demi allah demi apapun yg ganteng itu kakak yg baik itu kakak, kakak sebenernya bisa ngedapetin yg jauuuuuuuuh dr aku, hahaha aku mantannya kakak yg paling jelek deh pasti ya, pasti iya. aku kangen kak sama kakak, kangen chat gila gilaan, kangen beduaan bercanda canda, kangen dianterin pulang terus dijambak terus ditonjok2 lengennya, kangen dibilang sayang :'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''( aku cengeng kak, bener bener cengeng. kak kalo kakak sayang sama cewek lain langsung kasih tau aku yah, biar aku ga ganggu2 kakak lagi huuuu kak, demi apapun kakak selalu keliatan ganteeeeeeng bgt dimataku, aku mau, mau nangis di kakaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak :'''''''( pasti bahagia bgt dehkalo kayak gitu. kalo aku dikasih kesempatan buatjadi punya nya kakak lagi, aku janji ga akan tolol kayak dulu. udah ah, aku mau diliat keluargaku nangis2 heboh gini, jangan pernah lupa ya kak, aku selalu danakan selalu terus sampe kapanpun sayang sama kakak sepenuhnya.

everlasting love, 456

Spell it! b-r-o-t-h-e-r-!

Kak, maaf ya ku gak delete foto kakak diblog.
aku ngerasa aku pengen sama kakak selamanya.
minimal mungkin kakak mau jadi temen aku selamanya.
Berat yah kata kata se-la-ma-nya.
Tapi ingetin aja, aku sayang sama kakak, terus.

How to Flirt With Your Ex

Do's to Flirt your Ex

1. Look your best - Change something about your looks so that your ex is sure to notice how great you look. This might be losing weight, getting a new hairstyle, wearing your make up differently, or buying some new clothes.
2. Be confident - Watch your posture when you're around your ex. Keep your shoulders back and think to yourself "I'm gorgeous." Be proud that you're a great catch and it will show in your body language and intrigue your ex. You want to convey that you are a confident, friendly woman with or without your ex.
3. Flaunt your femininity - Highlight your best features, such as your curvy body, your eyes and lips, or your toned legs. What did your ex love best about your body? Wear clothes that accentuate that part. Consider wearing flowing skirts or high heels. When your ex can't stay away, bat your eyelashes at him or casually play with your hair while you talk with him.
4. Smile and look happy - Smiling shows him you are open to interacting with him and invites him to approach you. Smiling automatically makes you look more attractive, and it says to your ex that you're having a great time and you're fun to be around.
5. Watch his body language - Look for indicators of interest (IOIs) showing that your ex may be receptive to you. These include making prolonged eye contact, smiling warmly, initiating a conversation, orienting his body towards you, leaning closer to you, or touching you. If he's standing with arms crossed and refuses to make eye contact, he's not interested in flirting.
6. Mirror his behavior - Watch what he does and subtly mirror his actions. If he leans forward, lean forward a few seconds later. If he takes a sip of his drink, pick up your glass. If he changes the tone or pace of his voice, do the same when you speak. By mirroring his behavior, you'll begin to think the two of you are "in sync" and connected.
7. Be positive - Keep your interaction upbeat, positive and fun. He may still have some negative feelings towards you, so you want to make sure every time he's around you, he now associates you with excitement and having a good time.

Don'ts - Avoid these Behaviors With Your Ex

1. Flattering your ex - One or two compliments are ok, but don't pour on the charm. Keep things light. You don't want to look like an adoring puppy that still pines for him.
2. Slouch or look depressed - If you act depressed or moody around your ex, he's much more likely to think "What did I ever see in her? She's such a negative person" than "She's really hurting. She must have really loved me. Maybe I made a mistake."
3. Sleeping with your ex - When you see your ex again, chances are, the chemistry between you two will still be there. It will be tempting to give in to breakup sex. Don't do it. Sleeping with your ex just gives him no-strings-attached physical intimacy. It doesn't mean he still loves you or wants to get back together with you. It's just sex.
4. Bringing up the breakup - Flirting is a fun way to get someone's attention and make them feel good. You can't do that if you both are tense or thinking about all the problems you had in the past. Keep your conversation casual and quickly change the subject if he starts to talk about your breakup.

Dentist

huuuuuuuu sedih hari ini ayah nasehatin aku supaya belajar yang bener terus masuk ipa deh, yang paling sedih waktu itu, kan dia ngebahas soal luka ditanganku yangternya keloid dan bekasnya ngga bisa hilang ya :'( terus dia akhirnya kasian marahin aku and then dia ganti topik, dia tanya "didi sekarang ipa ips?" terus aku jawap "loh kan belom, tahun depan naik kelas 2" terus ibu bilang "didi maunya ipa ips?" aku tanya deh "bolehnya?" kata ibu "ibu sih apa aja boleh, kaloperempuan itu ngga usah berkarir terlalu tinggi, urus aja anaknya dirumah, bekerja sih boleh, tapi jangan yang terlalu sibuk, lagian ibu sih mikirnya buat apa masuk ipa tapi jadi yang terbelakang, ips aja nggapapa, tapi serius" hemmm terus ayah bilang "iya nanti ips bisa masuk akuntan notaris macem macemlah................ eh tapi ips ngga bia dokter gigi ya?" aku: "hahahaha ya mana bisaaaaaaaaaa" ayah ikutan ketawa tapi mukanya berubah..... agak datar bilangnya gini "ayah padahal maunya kakak jadi dokter gigi kak, nanti kuliah yang bener, ayah ngga paksa fkg UI, tapi kalo dapet ya alhamdulillah yang pasti kuliah dimanapun harus serius. nanti kalo lulus ayah biayain, kalo ngga dapet rumah sakit gede buat praktek ayah beliin kursi dentalnya buat prakter sendiri" aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :''''''''''''( My daddy has a long and highest dream and I'm as his daughter has a responsibility to reach it!!!!! huuuuuufff disatu sisi gue pengen banget ips, terlepas dari masa SMAnya yang santai, gue akuin gue bego, be-go. kalo gue di ips gue ngejar kebegoan gue ngg akan sesusah di ipa, di ipas lo bisa belajar sendiri aaaaaaaaaaaaa gue takut masuk ipa tapi GUE HARUS MASUK IPA. So readers....... help me to reach this yeaaa, xoxo



Edyna Ayu Qousersha,
456.

LoveFool
the Cardigans

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem
you love me no longer, I know
and maybe there is nothing
that I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
that I ought just stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!

So I cry, and I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and I wonder
what I could have done in another way
to make you stay
Reason will not reach a solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care
as long as you don't go

So I cry, I pray and I beg

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
love me love me
pretend that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me

So I cried, and I begged for you to
Love me love me
say that you love me
lead me lead me
just say that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Love me love me
say that you love me
fool me fool me
go on and fool me
Love me love me
I know that you need me
I can't care about anything but you

Photo Album

Deathnote!!!!!!!!!! best comic ever in my life ♥

ini foto waktu aku SMP selesai UAN anak anak SSC tebet jalan jalan ke ITB aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa asik bangeet kaaaaaaaaaaaaan yang bajunya biru cherine, sebelahnya proti chairmateku, yang cantik yang pake baju kuning bella, yang lagi lesbi odry sama jeff!!!!! i love y'll!

ini foto kelaskuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu X-G!!!!!! tapi ngga ada esteeeer

Kalo ini fotoku pas sotr ini didepannya masjid pondok indah dipinggir jalan hihih seruuuuuuuuu deh tapi aku ditinggal tyara dentha hunter gitu gitu -_- kurang ajar emang pada pada. akhirnya nunggu paginya sama indira nastiti gini deh heehe diajak foto foto deeeeeh :)

Hem hahahahahaha ini foto gue pas foto buat angket bt......................... masa gue menang 4 dooong! terfavorit ini sama roy, terang sama difa, terwangi sama dana, dannnnnnnn terakhir sama roy lagi, ekhm tercantik-terganteng huakakakak sebenernya jijik gue dapetnya.

Kalo ini fotoku pas lagi main uno stacko pas farewell nitenya Mc Cartney ya wihihi seru bangeeeeet

Oh iya, yang terakhir........................ foto aku didepan kampusku!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



See ya on my next post!!!!!!!
Edyna Ayu Qousersha, xoxo ♥

HAHAHAHA

eh kan masa ya gue lagi liat liat kaskus ya eh nemu sepatu nike yang kayak gini jadi inget "kakak" gue meeeeen hahahah

hahaha aduuuuh ngga banget, terus masa iya gue cuman ngupdate gini doang? bilang apa lagi dong? hhhhhh sumpah gue bingung.

456 xoxo

What a silly me

maaf ya semuanya maaf lah ya maaf yaaaa gatau kenapa gue ngerasa foto gue yang satu ini udah lama banget dan guenya kayak tai parah gitu mukanya jadi gue pengen ngupload okaaaay? okaaay daripada gue upload foto siape siape ga bener ga jelas yegak? haaaha jangan marah okay!!!! wooho

with love
Edyna Ayu Qousersha, xoxo
PS: I love you
Eh masa kan kalo kita jadian masih, 4 hari lagi kita sebulanan. Whatthefuck

~

I hope I did not know you before. My greatest ignorance is to know you. repentance, sin, I was your dream. I should not tamper with it. once you far, you had me so hard to achieve. but once you just far, not away. I used to cry to see you, but because of jealousy, not because of hurt feelings. I know you are wrong. all the tones I've talked with them all wrong, I fully understand you. "You do not know anything about me". If God give me a chance I will not improve during our courtship become better, I will just make we don't need to know each other. Hopefully from now on you'll be happier without me : '(

456, xoxo

I'm your Lilo and you're my Stitch